#Suicide

¨Suicide doesn't kill people....Sadness does.¨

I remember the days I wanted to die. No one paid attention to me, no one cared, and there was no reason for me to be here. No one would've known why I did it because I didn't talk much and I always seemed to be happy. But, then I had to think about what it is that I'm giving up. Killing myself is something that is permanent and there's no coming back. I started to dream about the person I TRULY wanted to become and that I'll put the rest of my energy into becoming that person! If they didn't love me before, once I get to where I'm headed I know for a fact that they will then...Nothing is easy though. It still runs across my mind, but my dreams are more important and I'm not doing this just for me!

¨If you know people who are suicidal, or if you know people who are bipolar, depressed, have panic attack disorder, just be there for them. They're going through something that's very, very hard.¨ -Cole

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#BeYourself

"To be yourself, you must help yourself. Be the best you can be. When you make a mistake, learn from it, pick yourself up and move on."

No one can tell you who you are or who you're supposed to be! I had to learn it the hard way..it eventually cost me a lot, but o well. Being yourself is when you express how you feel about something, despite the odds or other opinions. Having the guts to chase your dreams and create whoever it is you want to be is being yourself and no one can take it from you. -Cole

#MusicWithCole

''I like the idea of doing something that everyone never really paid attention to..''

I love the fact that I can make a career based of my personal life & discussing with the world how I feel towards things. Lorde is an AMAZING musician and I love her pure heroine album! When I'm listening to music I look for a certain connection and feeling with the artist. Music should make you think...I tend to daydream while listening to music because it's the only way for me to relax lol.  "No one really paid attention to how quiet and wise I was (or still am), so I write about it & hope that the world notices how informative I can be." -Cole

Relationships

"If you truly love someone, then they never leave your heart....only your side. <3"

I don't care about how great the sex is, how good she looks, or how much money she has! I look for someone who can be my FRIEND first! Everything else comes afterwards. I love it when I can sit around and talk to someone about anything and knowing that they're listening. When it comes to a relationship I love getting to know someone, finding out why they act the way they do, what they like, or even how different they seem to be once you pay attention. I'm quiet in public, but if you get in a room with just us 2...I'll talk your ear off!!! lol But yeah guys, when you're getting to know someone don't be too quick to talk. That's how problems start...Just pay attention and listen. When you're angry at her/him just sit back (DON'T TALK), let your thoughts pass, analyze the problem & figure out if the problem is even worth talking about. Let her know how you feel by what you do (not what you say). ''The best thing in life to me is friendship, nothing more.'' -Cole

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Beauty

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''Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it.''

I don't believe that you have to look a certain way in order to be beautiful. I believe that the most important beauty comes from within. In a relationship/friendship their physical appearance isn't important because all of it fades...What matters is the person that lies within. I love it most when someone can make me smile, bring me up, laugh, and just have a good time without worrying about what the person looks like or what clothes they wear. "Nothing else matters if you can't make me smile" -Cole

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Share your secrets

I got a girl pregnat at the age of 15, I lost my virginity at 14, I've been lost ever since my sister passed 11 yrs ago, I've been in love once (I think)....Oh I have this weird fantasy that one day I'll marry Nicki Minaj lol...I know it maybe a little TMI, but o well. I wanna know at least one of your deepest darkest secrets.. "It felt weird telling the world things that I'v never discussed to anyone, you should try it." -Cole

Free Yourself

"Sometimes you just have to die a little inside to be reborn and rise again as a stronger and wiser version of you."

Be creative and always follow your heart. Don't let ANYONE tell you that you CAN'T or SHOULDN'T do something. You're an individual, so therefore you have the right to your OWN opinion and decisions...If you know that within your heart of hearts that it's for you, why not give it a shot? -Cole